Define "evil" . . .

I admit - I was bad yesterday. BUT, I started out well and had a purpose to my evil.

Husband is 100% behind my efforts, but he realizes I needed to get all of my cravings out of the way. I had already had ice cream, egg salad, and pizza - my big draws - but I still needed Italian cheese bread (like the kind you find at Little Caesar's). We found that Cici's, a pizza buffet, has something very similar. So, define evil exactly. Was I evil? Or, did I concede it was the last thing on my list of foods I wanted before my permanent change-of-diet, AND I also craved at "this time" of the month?

So, you decide. Me, I know it was not correct, but I know how I feel inside now. Literally. Husband, too. We have both been very ill since, and the food is so-so, but it quelled the final craving. And made me sick to think about ever eating it again. BONUS! :)

Breakfast: 5:20 AM - 1 package 40% more fiber, OG maple/brown sugar oatmeal, 1/3 c. added of plain quick oats (too much water in the oatmeal! LOL)
Lunch: 11:30 AM - 2 slices 12 grn bread, 1 t. Miracle Whip, 1 t. horseradish, 3 St. Ives meatless bologna slices, 1 c. fresh veggies, 3 T baba ghanouj
Dinner: 4:30 PM - 3/4 c. salad (premixed Italian), 4 bread sticks, 5 - 1x2 (yes, tiny!) pieces Italian cheese bread, 6 - 1" wide slices of pizza (equivalent of maybe 4 medium slices of pizza, I chose smaller ones so I could try more of a variety of types), 1 - 2" round cinnamon roll.
Snack: 7:30 PM (where the TRUE evil really lurked!) - 4 small (1x1/2') assorted cookies, 1 small chocolate bar (milk, 3x1")

Did I mention I drink A LOT of water?

Truly, not an AWFUL day per se, in fact it might be a relatively good day for some people, but very not so great if one looks at my resolutions. Sigh. BUT, I also think of it this way . . . 1. I have eaten everything on my list now for the last time before my diet, 2. vacation really ends today. With a very long day ahead of me!

Today, I am finishing up fall quarter at the private college where I teach (classes end next Monday). But, UC's quarter begins today! So, I am working 8 - 10:15 one place, then I work at UC from 11:00 - 2:50, then back to the private college from 5:30 - 7:30 tonight! WHEW! But, I only work 2 hours tomorrow and zero on Thursday, so I can make it through.

Happy Monday!